The look in Obi-Wan's eyes when he did something to disappoint him. The dreams of his mother that have been becoming all to frequent lately where she dies and he's there but he can do nothing to save her. The look on Revan's face just before he ran from her, exhausted from their fight.
All of these things make him feel vulnerable. He hates feeling like that. Helpless.
The look in Obi-Wan's eyes when he does something to make his Master proud. The dreams of having a life with Padme he used to have almost every night. The first time he truly felt the Force and tapped into it. Every subsequent time thereafter. Flying...anything.
All of these things give him a little taste of invulnerability. He loves that feeling. Strong, able.
He wants more of it.
All of these things make him feel vulnerable. He hates feeling like that. Helpless.
The look in Obi-Wan's eyes when he does something to make his Master proud. The dreams of having a life with Padme he used to have almost every night. The first time he truly felt the Force and tapped into it. Every subsequent time thereafter. Flying...anything.
All of these things give him a little taste of invulnerability. He loves that feeling. Strong, able.
He wants more of it.