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Anakin Skywalker ([personal profile] morally_cryptic) wrote2005-02-17 11:02 pm

[locked from Padme and Obi-Wan]

I just....

This.

I...no words. Well...a a lot of words but...

I can't...

I have loved her for years. Even when I hadn't seen her, I still loved her. Love her. Not a day has gone by since I first met her I haven't thought about her. She's the only person I've ever felt this way about and she....

*strangled laugh*

Not like I ever had much of a chance anyway.

Going to go see how many remotes it takes to shoot me until I go numb now.

[Yes. He's an idiot. I know. Thank you.]

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I had problems. With this pregnancy, too. Pete and I haven't made it widely-known, but...*looks at him* If something happens to me, will you help keep on eye on my son? Just in case?

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
*squeezes her hand again* Nothing is going to happen to you. But I will promise you I'll help, anyway.

Though why you'd want me....

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Something might. Just in case.

*shrugs* Why? I have bad taste in men. *grins* I mean, I married Wisdom.

But I have good taste in friends.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't know what to do with a child.

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know what to do with a child.

...Which is, again, with the scary, really.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
*grin* Don't they have books and classes and things for moms-to-be?

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I've read the books. I have a damned library at this point of books. I know exactly why my body is doing so many weird things right now, and exactly how big the baby probably is.

Does this help with the utter terror and the, "Oh, dear God, I'm in charge of another human life," bit? Not so much. *groans and headthunks* And if he doesn't stop kicking, I'm going to scream.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
*he laughs softly* I might be able to help with the kicking, a bit.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*he sets his hand on her belly again, lets his eyes slide shut, concentrates on projecting a sensation of calm and peace to the baby, Kitty will probably feel it a bit too, especially as the baby seems to settle down*

Better?

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*sighs* If I weren't already married, I'd propose to you.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-18 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
*laugh* Just...let me come play with him sometime.

*even though that seems to be a given*

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
*nods with a smile* As soon as he's born, you can see him.

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. *hesitates, then hugs him* You'll be okay. I know it.

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, have I ever, that you can recall specifically, been wrong?

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Can't think of anything off the top of my head.

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
See? I'm always right, obviously, and I say everything is going to work out. *grins*

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
...I can't get up on my own.

[identity profile] morally-cryptic.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
*looks at her, bursts out laughing*

[identity profile] shadowed-kat.livejournal.com 2005-02-19 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
*glares at him* Anakin, I am eight months pregnant and haven't slept for more than three hours at a time for the past two months. Don't push it.