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[locked from Padme and Obi-Wan]

I just....

This.

I...no words. Well...a a lot of words but...

I can't...

I have loved her for years. Even when I hadn't seen her, I still loved her. Love her. Not a day has gone by since I first met her I haven't thought about her. She's the only person I've ever felt this way about and she....

*strangled laugh*

Not like I ever had much of a chance anyway.

Going to go see how many remotes it takes to shoot me until I go numb now.

[Yes. He's an idiot. I know. Thank you.]

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That's what people keep telling me.

....But?

But what if they're wrong?

What does your gut tell you? And look past your own worries about it. How do you feel when you think of the future and her being in it with you?

*stare, then thoughtful look, finally* Happy.

*Nods* Then let that be your guide. You'll fight and you'll argue and shake fingers in each others faces. You'll feel hurt and miserable from time to time, but at the end of it all, you know that's what's there, waiting for you both.

*smile* Thank you, Draco.

*Grins* Any time, Ani. That's what friends are for. And one really important piece of advice that I learnt when going out with girls - they're always right. Even you know they're not. Just nod and agree and say yes, they're right. A lot less hassle in the long run, believe me.

[Ohgod, imagining what happens between them "tomorrow" and this piece of advice....*chokes*]

*nod* You're absolutely right. *slight grin* Practicing.

[oooh yeah! Tho' I imagine Ani would still be too angry and hurt to think about it.]

*Laughs* Yes, it's that biting the tongue that's always the most difficult. I found myself doing that an awful lot and ending up with a sore tongue until I got the hang of it.

[Yeah, but I doubt he'd blame Draco anyway. The choice was Anakin's, after all. :)]

I'd imagine that would hurt...

*pause*

How have you been?

[Aww, he's a good boy. This is why Draco thinks of him as his best friend. :D]

It did, for a while, and then I decided if I just thought my retorts very loudly to myself that was a reasonable compromise.

I've been well, actually. Busy with study and the like, chasing around an errant kneazle named Snake who likes trouble, and seeing Mike.

Good idea.

A kneazle? And how is Mike?

It's a sort of catlike snakelike creature. He's actually very amusing, though extremely smart.

Mike's good, bouncing around and being happy. *grins*

Sounds interesting. Maybe I can meet him sometime?

*tilts his head* I don't think I've seen Mike otherwise, come to think of it. Well, except when he was going on about a kettle of moon. *sly grin*

Definitely! You do know, that if ever you need a place to get away from everything for a bit, you're welcome here?

*Laughs* That's true enough...wait, 'kettle of moon'?

I know. *nod* You keep telling me.

Oh, when he let me take him flying...he was in the middle of telling me some story, then realised we were getting rather close to a moon, so it came out something like "and that's another kettle of...mooon!".

*Grins* Bears repeating. You seem to be on a rollercoaster a bit.

*laughs and laughs* Oh, my. I have absolutely no idea what he meant by that, but that's funny.

Seems like.

It was funny. Besides, I was in complete control, he had nothing to worry about. Really.

*Grins* I'm sure you were. Did he go as white as a sheet?

*grin* Just a little.

*bursts out laughing again* One of these days, you'll have to show me these ships you fly in. I'm very, very intrigued.

Well, this one was one Mike brought to let me fly. I'd never flown one like it before. But I'll be glad to show you one of the Jedi ships sometime...

*sly grin* And can we go flying when you show me the ships? And do crazy things that will make other people go pale in shock?

*remembering the LAST time he did that around Coruscant* ...maybe.

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