[locked from Padme and Obi-Wan]

[morally_cryptic]

I just....

This.

I...no words. Well...a a lot of words but...

I can't...

I have loved her for years. Even when I hadn't seen her, I still loved her. Love her. Not a day has gone by since I first met her I haven't thought about her. She's the only person I've ever felt this way about and she....

*strangled laugh*

Not like I ever had much of a chance anyway.

Going to go see how many remotes it takes to shoot me until I go numb now.

[Yes. He's an idiot. I know. Thank you.]

Comments

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*laugh* I already have. Kind of.

*sobers, taking her hand in his* I'm sorry. *compassionate look*

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*faint smile* You'll be great.

*squeezes his hand* I don't need pity or anything. But sometimes I just...want people to know that she existed. It's one of those things that Pete and I just don't talk about. And most people I know just...would either be disappointed in me, for not telling them before or coming to them, or not know how to deal.

*deep breath* So. This? Having another baby? Really, really scary.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*shakes his head* I don't pity you. And I'm not disappointed. I'm glad you feel you're able to share that part of you with me. *slight smile*

But yeah, I can definitely see how it'd be scary?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I had problems. With this pregnancy, too. Pete and I haven't made it widely-known, but...*looks at him* If something happens to me, will you help keep on eye on my son? Just in case?

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*squeezes her hand again* Nothing is going to happen to you. But I will promise you I'll help, anyway.

Though why you'd want me....

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Something might. Just in case.

*shrugs* Why? I have bad taste in men. *grins* I mean, I married Wisdom.

But I have good taste in friends.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't know what to do with a child.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to do with a child.

...Which is, again, with the scary, really.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*grin* Don't they have books and classes and things for moms-to-be?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I've read the books. I have a damned library at this point of books. I know exactly why my body is doing so many weird things right now, and exactly how big the baby probably is.

Does this help with the utter terror and the, "Oh, dear God, I'm in charge of another human life," bit? Not so much. *groans and headthunks* And if he doesn't stop kicking, I'm going to scream.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*he laughs softly* I might be able to help with the kicking, a bit.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*hopeful look* Please?

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*he sets his hand on her belly again, lets his eyes slide shut, concentrates on projecting a sensation of calm and peace to the baby, Kitty will probably feel it a bit too, especially as the baby seems to settle down*

Better?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*sighs* If I weren't already married, I'd propose to you.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*laugh* Just...let me come play with him sometime.

*even though that seems to be a given*

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*nods with a smile* As soon as he's born, you can see him.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. *hesitates, then hugs him* You'll be okay. I know it.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

I'm glad someone does.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Hey, have I ever, that you can recall specifically, been wrong?

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Can't think of anything off the top of my head.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

See? I'm always right, obviously, and I say everything is going to work out. *grins*

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*lips quirk* If you say so.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I do. And, um. Anakin?

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Yes?