[locked from Padme and Obi-Wan]

[morally_cryptic]

I just....

This.

I...no words. Well...a a lot of words but...

I can't...

I have loved her for years. Even when I hadn't seen her, I still loved her. Love her. Not a day has gone by since I first met her I haven't thought about her. She's the only person I've ever felt this way about and she....

*strangled laugh*

Not like I ever had much of a chance anyway.

Going to go see how many remotes it takes to shoot me until I go numb now.

[Yes. He's an idiot. I know. Thank you.]

Comments

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*did NOT just bounce in his seat. Oh no* I'd be glad to.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*grins* I was hoping you'd say that. *sighs, content* Think I'll be a good mom?

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*takes her hand and squeezes it lightly* You'll be amazing.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*grateful smile, squeezing his hand back* This is the one thing I can't mess up. I'm a little terrified, I think.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*said with that amazing tone a Jedi can get of absolute calmness and certainty* You won't mess it up.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*tilts head back and studies the ceiling* I did before.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

You did?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Mm. *nods after a moment* This is my second pregnancy.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Oh....I didn't know.

*well, obviously. you are stupid.*

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*amused look* I didn't tell you.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Well...no, you didn't.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I don't talk about it much. Think about it, but don't talk about it. *faint smile* It's not a great conversation topic.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Do you want to talk about it?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Mmm. Sure you want to listen? *small smile* You can hear about what a troubled teenager I was, but I won't force it on you.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*slight grin* If you can listen to me, I can listen to you.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

*laughs* Okay. So I was seventeen--almost eighteen--and I met this guy, Seth. Real sweet guy. Smart, charming, gorgeous, y'know? All those good things.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*smile* Uh huh...

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Well, thing is, then he tried to kill all of my friend by blowing up the space station we were on. He was going to take me with him when he left. I objected. So he left me bound and gagged. Apparently, I have bad taste in men. Who knew, right? Anyway, I managed to get free and get everyone off the station, but ended up stuck there myself. Also, phasing through space without a space suit? Not fun. You can survive it, but it's really not fun.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*stare* Uhm. Wow.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Bad taste in men, *she shrugs* So. I found the suit that he was going to use for me. Put it one, found out it was already programmed to take me somewhere. Couldn't exactly fiddle with it, what with the lack of oxygen and all, so I crossed my fingers and made a bit of a leap of faith. By which I mean, jumping out into space and hurtling towards the earth. *thinks* It was rather fun, really.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

Sounds like it. Even with the whole fear of dying thing.

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

Yeah, there wasn't so much of that, actually. Once you have bullets go through you a few dozen times, have your skeleton ripped out, an alien fetus implanted in your stomach, you really don't think about that sort of thing so much.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

You officially have the strangest life of anyone I know.

Alien fetus implanted in your stomach?

[shadowed-kat.livejournal.com]

I get that a lot.

Long story. Basically, almost died. Um. Again.

[morally-cryptic.livejournal.com]

*shakes his head* I should be all "again?!?!" except I'm not really one to talk about nearly dying lots of times.